Disappear

Im such a whiny baby. Just warning you now.

I wish people proved to me they actually cared. I know in a stupid idiot. But I'd rather you tell me you don't care than to pretend like you do. I really do think you just act like you care about every once in awhile because you're too nice to tell me the truth. The truth that you don't like me, you find me annoying, and that I would just leave you alone.

I just want to disappear. I want to run away from here. Be alone with no contact. Just to sheet away from everything and/or everyone. Maybe subconsciously to see who cares. Cause I feel like its next to none.

I just want someone to love, someone who loves me. Yeah, I know it's never gonna happen cause I'm a butt ugly person named Garrett, but one can wish...