Time to talk

So, I guess I haven't done this in awhile. But I feel like there's a lot of things I need to say, so this is going to be a giant rant of sorts, kinda sorta.

So schools over, and I'm not going to lie, I kinda really miss my friends- especially the ones that graduated. Because of marching band, I get to see most of my friends, but the seniors who graduated aren't there anymore and it's really weird, and I hate that they're not there, but I'll need to learn to deal with it.

One thing that really holds me back from talking to people is I convince myself that whoever I want to/ am considering talking to doesn't want to talk to me, so I don't try. I hate that I do it, but I do it all the time, and I don't think I will ever be able to stop.

There's more things I could talk about I guess, but I don't really want to say names, and the other thing that I could talk about I'm starting to get over, so talking about it would probably reopen the wounds, so whatever.

You know what's great? I haven't done this is so log that nobody's going to read this, just like at the beginning :) haha. Oh well, it's for the best I guess.