Alone

I'm done caring about hurting other people with the truth of how I feel. I feel abandoned. I feel alone. Yeah, most of the time I feel like I have no friends. Maybe it's true. Who knows. But, what I do know is people don't want to/like to do stuff with me. They don't want to talk to me either. Maybe it's for the best. But it's good practice for when I'm older and definitely won't be doing anything. But still. Is it right that I should feel this way? Probably not. Is it right that basically my friendships are one sided? Probably not. Is it right that I'm a baby with no initiative? Probably not. But you know what? Whatever. It doesn't matter. Nothing does. Because nothing lasts. Nothing will, except for our legacy. So whatever. I'm just a whinny butt face. You know, this is probably why I have no friends. Because I complain all the flipping time. I'm so freaking stupid. Yay for being an idiot. Yay for being a freaking loner that has no friends. Yay for feeling like crap.